32 days

October 27 is almost here. I have been dreading this day since I turned 25. I really do not want to turn 30. I know everyone says that 30 is sooooo young, but it doesn't sound good to me.

I like where I am in life. Most of the major decisions that I have made have worked out for the better. So, it is just the number that is bothering me. People react to that number differently than they do to 27, 28, or 29. I have seen it. I have done it.

I am going to be old.